yeah me and dario kind of smashed back into one person so i guess im “whole” again but really i just feel like everything is clear all of a sudden and shit
so calm works yeah
jesus merciful assfucking on labor day weekend that
doesnt sound fun or good at all kiddo
id ask if you think youre gonna be okay or if theres anything i can do to help but i get the feeling you dont have a clue either
so i guess dave is just back to being the birdbutt in the days of old? that’s kind of a huge relief. even if i am going to miss dario. even if he is you? this is way too confusing. maybe i shouldn’t think too deeply about this.
calm is always a good thing.
nah, it’s really not fun at all. this and fun pretty much magnetically repel each other. it basically completely sucks.
i really don’t have a clue. last time i was like this, i kind of burned all this stuff off with direct sunlight. it hurt, but i could bear it. this time it’s so excruciating i don’t think trying is even worth it.
i’d been on the fence about actually letting dave see me like this, because he knows something is up anyway, but i don’t know. sometimes i feel like it would be better if he never knew, sometimes i want to get it over with.
bluh.
until my brain figures out what it wants to do i’m going to keep on being that hilariously frightening image of me blogging as a monster.
